It’s so strange how you look back at things and realise how different life was then even if only a small amount of time has passed. That’s how I feel about the last post I made on here. I feel so different now to how I felt then.

If there’s something I’ve learnt about life recently, it’s that it changes so rapidly.
The twists and turns life takes exhausting but at the same time so entertaining. Honestly though if life stayed the same living out the same cycle every day would get pretty old pretty quick. A lot of things in my life have changed, things happened to me both good and bad. People have came and people left, and it’s been bittersweet but for once I feel like I’m getting there.

I still haven’t figured out what my purpose in life is but I’m 19 and I still have time. I’m young and there is no pressure, I have a supportive family and friends that have my back no matter what I choose to do and that’s all anyone needs!



I feel so useless! I just keep upsetting everyone around me. I don’t know how to control my feelings, maybe I should just keep them in so no one knows how I’m feeling then I can’t upset them. 

It’s not just one person either. It seems to be everyone around me that I’m getting to. I’m just going to keep my motility shut from now on and just put on a smile. It’s for the best. 

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